PROMOS ARE COMING ZOMG / Friday, October 09, 2009
YOOOOOOOO its been
ages
ageS
agES
aGES
AGES
AGEs
AGes
Ages
ages
since i last blogged! ahaha
doubt anyone would be reading my blog post anw, maybe except girls who blog hop to kill time. hahhaha
ZOMG promos are coming!
went to meng's church to study today. Its a pretty nice place. hahha awesome place to study at. Darren is damn smart. zai zai, cannot do just ask him.
hmmmmm freaking worried for promos. Esp chem maths, not to mention econs, something that i have not touched on for the 2nd half of the year. hahaha physics, im more or less ALRIGHT with it, but still not imba yet. i bet there are still important formulas out there that i still do not know about. sigh, thats pretty worrying. lol facebook is getting damn boring. no ones talking to me online.
Jealous of those ppl whos promos have ended, but dont fret, im joining you guys soon. HHAHAHA
Oh yea damn excited about next nba season. gona be damn damn exciting. STEAM....
LOVE BOSTON AND THEIR SEXY GREEN JERSEY ^^
hahahah
shall stop here.
The heart of this blog just pumped for 5 secons and it dies again.
hahaha
till the next time i post.
Cya all
Thanks for coming? LOL
LK_kokunut
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Rant / Thursday, August 13, 2009
Sigh
i cant help but sigh.
Firstly, thank you mr lim for talking all that sense into me today. i realized what a jackass i was on court and maybe off the court, but the feeling of being singled out still stinks and idk, i guess im just really bloody sian cause of that. but oh well. i guess it will benefit me in the long run, i'l watch my mouth from now on.
But, thats not the main thing im so sian about. its.. its the team, my (mine?) tjc basketball team, the team of j1s. well. to begin with, i dont even think its a TEAM. Well, thats how i feel. i seriously dread this TEAM, this thingy that they call TJC basketball TEAM, well seriously to hell with it. I dont see no team during training, maybe the rest do see a team, but i seriously don't.
This TEAM, i don't feel a thing for this team, i dont love this team, i dont want to work hard with this team, i dont improve with this team, i dont learn anything from this team, maybe anger management? I DONT fEEL ANYTHING FOR THIS TEAM, maybe angst? WTF is wrong with my batch, so LUCKY they decided to start recreational team, and hohoho. 16 people for training, less that 5 are up to standard, and maybe 9 are horrible. well, i see potential in some, but still, nothing is motivating me to work hard with this team, for this team. NOTHING.
Training, it was something i looked forward to. Although in AH we always complained that we were tired, and bla bla about training, but i still enjoy the times i shared with my brothers on court, the sweat and blood we shed tgt, they will forever be the best moments of my life. i made lifelong friends, i made brothers in ahs basketball, i have a team there.
Tjc, currently, brothers? dream on. i only have chongyou. he is the closest friend that i have in the team right now. the rest, they are either too occupied about their school work, or just dont seem to share the same mentality as i. kahqi, he maybe the star, but i dont see passion in his game, neither do i see passion in cy. and now, im beginning to doubt if mine is still there. well, i feel that im still passionate about the game, but this TEAM? is seriously killing it right now. i dread trainings, i cant seem to NOT get angry during training. THeres no one to guide us, no one to correct our mistakes, and worse of all. NO ONE IN THE TEAM KNOWS WHAT TO DO TO IMPROVE. tengrui, he left us. i miss him so so so badly during training. and so.. whos going to guide us? im seriously scratching my head and wondering, WHY ARE WE TRAINING. WHAT AM I LEARNING. I DONT HAVE A CLUE. seriously. bloody hell, this team, disgusts me. i want to play, i want to bond with my team, but the look of it just turns me off. its impossible to bond as a team when there are so many shithead players training with us, its totally different. im just dreading this. unless someone from above throws down at least 4 more players that can play, ok, maybe just 2 or 3 more. i'l be more willing and motivated to train and play. i look at my current team now. HOPE? i see no hope. u cant use half the players, they're bloody hell slowing down our progress as a team. cheesiang's batch had a few of them, but it helped them bond and learn how to play with each other better. i envy them.
sigh, i just hate the current situation i am in now. and i just got freaking scolded cause i wanted to motivate the player that i had high expectations for, but oh well. its my fault for using the VULGARITY on him. ah fuck, its no big deal la seriously. zzzzzzzzzz its just how i communicate? well, hopefully not for long.
rant, im done ranting.
this team sucks
this system sucks
wheres the coach. this sucks
where are the players? studying for olvls.
haha and wthell, i dont know if my team is playing 2-3 or 3-2 next year. this is really one big headache. COACH, where on this cursed globe are you?
sigh, coach wong. i miss u TTM.
teammates in ahs, i miss you guys TTM
i am very pissed off cause of training. TJC PEOPLE. hahaha i doubt anyone would see this. but if u do, and ure suay suay a bballer. u can hate me for all i care. i dont really give a shit. kick me out of basketball? i dont mind.
as in seriously
the only thing i mind losing in tjc is sportsxcel.
screw this shit.
training
is
unproductive
waste of time
shortening my life
giving my knee pains
causing me to lose passion for basketball
BASKETBALL PLAYERS OUT THERE.
U WANT TO PLAY AND ENJOY BASKETBALL
DONT COME TO TJC FOR GOD'S SAKE.
cause ure gona rant to him once ure in my shoe. i dont believe in him, so i rant to BLOG
LK_kokunut
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The journey ends here / Friday, May 08, 2009
Sorry guys, i screwed up today.
Coach was really frustrated, and it affected the team, sorry guys, im not up to standard, i couldnt lift the team up when it really mattered.
But guys, my wonderful seniors, this journey that i had with you was really an enjoyable and memorable one. Frankly, i was really doubtful of the team when i first stepped into Tjc and lost the friendly to pioneer. But thanks to everyone, this mindset has changed, it has been deleted from my mind. What i see now is a team so full of potential, so full of spirit, so bonded. I really feel that the team has improved by leaps and bounds, and it really hurts to not being able to bring out the potential in each and everyone of you. As the point guard of the team, i am really sorry, i couldnt be the weixiong that carries the team on his shoulders and leads them to victory. Our journey ended too early, it was really not meant to be like this.
For the seniors, i really feel that i have let you guys down, we were this close, so close from getting into the semis, but it slipped by us. It sucks, and im really sorry guys, i was not strong enough on court, i couldnt get us the win. I will do anything and everything in my power, to get the title back to Tj. Now that the season is over, i really hope that we will stay in touch with each other. Cheesiang, Sam, Dave, Sin Lek, Mu Ye and my captain, Weiyang, thankyou guys so much for teaching and mentoring me during these few months together. I really learnt alot from you guys, u all are really nice people, u seniors are great. Thanks for making this journey such a good one. I love u all, its really my honour to play under you guys, to be your teammates, to be your juniors, to be your friend. From the bottom of my heart, thank you brothers.
For the J1s, we have learned that losing is not the sweetest feeling, it sucks. But be thankful we still have a chance, lets not end our season like how it did this year. We must do our seniors proud, our coach proud, we must do ourselves proud. We have a year my brothers. I hope we will all have a common goal, and that is to make up for our mistakes and go all the way next year. Lets work on our weaknesses and improve our game, lets bond together like how our seniors did, lets work together as a team, and have no regrets next year. Come on guys, we can do it. =]
Sigh,
It was not meant to be like this. But we have to live with it.
stay strong my brothers
with love
Liangkai
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Life still sucks - but it just has to go on / Friday, January 16, 2009
Sigh
this part of my life, is called SCREWED UP
nothing is going as planned, its like, someone sabotaged my whole fucking life, my life just go infected by a virus, and its like, screwed up.
WELL, so much for VJC. ALL e best YC, though it stings someway or another, but its ok, all the best man, may u get into vjc. =]
SO, after being rejected by vjc, and not having tjc as my backup plan due to pride, its MJC i go. Hope i'l get to meet more friends there. sigh. sure sucks to be stepping n=into mjc when the initial plan was actually the prestigious vjc.
guess i wasnt wrong yst, it was really the last time i'l be training with those guys at vjc, i'l miss u guys. im so sad i didnt get to take a photo with all of them. They played a part in my life, though it was just a short one, i enjoyed it.
IM so sad that theres no photo to remind me of them. i love u all, vjc seniors, u're a great friendly bunch of people. I'l nvr want to meet u guys on court.
SO.. liangkai is still pondering over whether mjc bball will be what i want to join. hmm.... suggestions please.
sigh.
life sucks
sigh, i want to go to vjc.... i like the seniors there. FUCK!
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
life is unfair
and to make things worse
cihui wil most prob b in a diff school, think shes going to vjc, hope she makes it.
sigh
nothing is going according to planned
wtf is this...
i really hate this
LK_kokunut
tw12ve
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Life Sucks - literally / Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Hello whoever that bothers to read this.
Inspired by cihui's blog post, i'm here to present you with a post of my very own.
And the main point of this post, is to tell how i feel about LIFE - it sucks.
Olevels, for me, it was disappointing, though not as bad as my fucktard PSLE results, it was still painful to not meet my target after putting alll those effort. IT SUCKS to see all those hours in the library, be it the school's or the weird smelling WHITESANDS lirbary, go down the drain, just like that. I studied so hard, it may not be as much as those triple science smarties, or anyone else i know, but to me, i think it was considered alot. I STUDIED SO MUCH MAN, and yet, i didnt hit my target. Single digit, ALL I WANTED WAS A SINGLE DIGIT......... 9 would be lovely, and yet, whatever that makes the world go round decided to give me 10, for christians, that thing would be JESUS. l0l well for my case, i guess its KARMA? I didnt study for PSLE, and i got a 229, no comments, hands down, i accept that, but damn, olvls! I put in all those effort, and it didnt turn out like how i pictured it would. FUCK im disappointed, very, i wanted to do well not for myself, but for my parents, i wnna make them proud, and happy, yet, sigh.......
LIFE SUCKS
Enough about the loser liangkai
I really really really feel for my friends, those who are really really really smart, they do well all the time, and yet, flunk their O's, at the biggest stage during this part of our pathetic stressed out lives. WHY, WHY THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN? What in the blue hell did they do to deserve this? I believe they have studied as much as me, if not more. WHY did they get the marks that losers that slack their balls away all e time get? WTF is this. For my friends who didnt do well, i really feel for you, disappointment sucks, i know. FUCK. Life sucks
Well, lets try to be more optimistic about olvls, esp CIhui, i know it is really really really fucked up not to get A1 for chemistry, i really feel very very fucked up for u too, but hey, do get over it some time soon ok? Life has to go on, its just a mediocre little piece of the jigsaw puzzle that you are going to piece together during this life. So, do take time and cool down, enjoy the freedom that we still have, the 2nd phase of this life is gonna start soon.
LIFE sucks, i have lost the mood to type anymore
shall sleep soon, had a long day
i really hope we'l all just let it go, those who arent satisfied, let it go
and those who are over the moon jumping like a hooligan when they see their results
congrats =D
LIFE SUCKS
its unfair to see those who really deserve it, not getting wad they deserve. FUCK
cheer up k baby, i love you. <3 do smile soon ok. no more 3m0-ing for u.
SMIlE
LK_kokunut
tw12ve
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CLASS PICNIC / Friday, December 19, 2008
HELLO!
just came back from my class picnic at East Coast Park.
IT was nice =] really SWEE oh!
weather was awesome, thanks mr weather =]
had fun with the guys. =D and happy belated birthday huayu =D u're UNeducated
had lots of fun, sunday, im looking forward to it. hope Sg wins >.<~
shall stop blogging liao
go talk to van online
its real late
but im not tired
troubled KAi
LK_kokunut
tw12ve
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BALI / Tuesday, November 18, 2008
HELLO EVERYONE especially cihui
im in bali now!
i really miss everyone back home now, having lotsa fun =]
CIHUI I MISS YOU
I'LL BE BACK SOON =DDD
LOVE YOU
LK_kokunut
tw12ve
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